A far from simple life

Life was all well and fine I should say until I started learning about and experiencing things now I was young back then 10 years. I wondered maybe it just was the people around me or maybe I was just born this way I had so many feelings urges that I couldn't seem to understand far less control. I lived a not so simple life a matter a fact it was far from simple.
I was still living by my mum and the area in which I lived had Alot of strange kids most were around my age and the others much older now I was never a good kid to my mother maybe I were but speaking honestly I just wanted to keep her happy. I never wanted my mother to see that side of me.
Now I was just a kid, but that doesn't mean I didn't know what's right from wrong.
My mother always told there are two things that I never want you to be a lesbian and a hooker.
Well, as you might think already, this is my coming out story, huh?
Actually, It's much more complicated than that.
Now as a kid I was shown many things at a young age I watched porn for the first time at my cousins house I was told it would be an action movie but that all went south when I saw what was on the screen. They told me don't worry; they watch porn all the time and educated me on what was being shown on the tv. And honestly because they said it was okay to watch it I felt like it was okay I had 4 cousin two boys and two girls two of them were much older than me and the other two was my age at the time which was 10 years old.

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