To you

I just want you to be better. I just want you to know that it isn’t me against you ever. I just want your thoughts to stop telling you lies so that you can let me love you. I don’t want you to feel afraid. I don’t want you to be triggered. I never know what’s gonna trigger you. I know that you don’t mean that’s things you say when you are triggered. I know that you know I’m your person. You know that I’ll always be here no matter how it gets. I’ve always been your person. Specially put here to love and be loved by you. I’m sorry that I am failing you because I can’t figure out how to get you the help that you need. When I tell you to get help, it triggers you. It’s a never ending cycle . I love you when you are you , but this isn’t you. You are sick and I know you are and I cry because I know you don’t mean it. How am I supposed to help you if you don’t want help? I know that you are a super hero. I know that you fight with your own brain everyday and win. You are amazing to me. You are so very amazing. I know that we will figure this out. I know that we can. I know that we can win. I know that I hate bipolar disorder. I know that you tell me don’t hate anything my love but I really wish it didn’t exist. I really wish you didn’t have to go through these things. I love you so much..

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